The townhouse was listed in November.
I saw the photographs online before Benjamin told me.
The living room looked larger without the cream sofas.
The dining table was gone.
Fresh flowers stood beside the staircase.
In every picture, the house appeared calm and effortless.
I knew what those photographs could not show.
Overdue notices.
Late-night arguments.
A child listening through a bedroom door.
A mother checking whether the money would last until Friday.
I closed the listing.
It was no longer my job to calculate their asking price every morning.
Benjamin phoned that evening.
“The agent says the market is slower than we expected.”
“That happens.”
“We may need to lower the price.”
“Have you discussed that with her?”
“Yes.”
“Then listen to her advice and consider your options.”
There was a pause.
“Do you still think we should sell?”
“That's a decision for you and Genevieve.”
“I know. I just miss asking Dad.”
I felt the familiar ache beneath my ribs.
“So do I.”
He was quiet.
Then he asked how my day had gone.
I told him about the library book sale and the new sweater I had bought.
It felt strangely intimate to describe ordinary purchases instead of discussing his emergencies.
The following weekend, Sophie came to help me decorate cookies.
Genevieve brought her and stayed for tea.
Patricia was visiting relatives, so this time it was just the three of us.
We rolled dough on the kitchen table.
Sophie cut stars and bells.
She put far too much green icing on one tree.
“It's a forest tree,” she explained.
I agreed.
Genevieve laughed.
Then Sophie asked, “Will we be living in the same house for Christmas?”
Genevieve put down the icing bag.
“We don't know yet, honey.”
“Are we moving because Daddy was bad?”
I kept my hands on the table.
Genevieve looked stunned.
“Who told you that?”
“Nobody.”
Sophie looked at the cookies.
“Daddy said he made a big mistake.”
Genevieve moved closer to her.
“Grown-ups make mistakes with money and plans,” she said.
“That doesn't mean you have to fix anything.”
Sophie looked at me.
“Grandma, did you make a mistake?”
I thought carefully before answering.
“Yes. I kept saying yes when I needed to ask more questions.”
“Like when I let Oliver borrow my crayons and he broke them?”
“Something like that.”
“Did you get new crayons?”
“I learned to keep some of them at home.”
She nodded as if that settled the matter.
Then she asked whether we could make a cookie shaped like a house.
Genevieve handed her the cutter.
After Sophie went upstairs to wash her hands, Genevieve turned to me.
“I'm sorry she asked that.”
“She's trying to understand.”
“We've been careful not to argue in front of her.”
“That helps. But children notice a lot.”
Genevieve stared at the icing on her fingers.
“We made an appointment with the school counselor.”
“That's good.”
“She told us to keep explanations simple.”
“I think that's wise.”
Genevieve nodded.
Then she asked whether Sophie could spend the afternoon with me on moving day when the time came.
“Yes, if we arrange it in advance.”
“Thank you.”
I wanted Sophie somewhere quiet while boxes were carried and adults worried about stairwells and deposits.
I didn't want to be used as a bargaining piece between her parents.
The distinction mattered.
We decorated the last cookies.
Sophie chose two for Patricia and one for Wesley.
She asked if Grandpa Thomas could have had one.
“He would have eaten five before supper,” I said.
She laughed so hard that green icing touched her nose.
Later that evening, I called the train company.
I asked about the coastal route in Thomas's brochure.
The woman on the line described the journey, the accessible cabins, and the stations where I could board.
I wrote down the dates.
There was a departure in early spring.
I could travel with a friend or alone.
I had not decided.
But I requested the printed itinerary.
The next morning, an offer came in on the townhouse.
Benjamin called me first.
“It's lower than we wanted.”
“Did your agent advise you?”
“Yes.”
“What does Genevieve think?”
“She wants to consider it.”
“Then consider it together.”
He sighed.
“It's strange not having you tell me what to do.”
“I never wanted to run your life.”
“I know.”
He was quiet.
“I acted like you were supposed to fund it, though.”
“Yes,” I said.
“That's what hurt.”
He did not argue.
Before hanging up, he said, “I may have an interview next week.”
I smiled.
“Good luck, Benjamin.”
“Thank you, Mom.”
There was no request attached.
Only a son telling his mother about an interview.
I put down the phone and went to check the bird feeder.
Two sparrows sat on the yellow roof Sophie had painted.
They were already using it.
The realtor's photographs reminded me of the day I first saw the townhouse.
Benjamin had driven me through the neighborhood on a bright Sunday in March.
The lawns were immaculate.
Every driveway seemed to hold a polished car.
Genevieve pointed to a balcony above the garage.
“We can have coffee out there,” she said.
Then she turned to me.
“You'll have to visit often.”
I believed her.
Inside, Sophie ran from room to room counting windows.
She was most excited about the small bedroom beneath the eaves.
She said it would be a library for her stuffed animals.
Benjamin walked beside me through the kitchen.
“It's a lot of money,” he admitted.
“Can you manage the payment?” I asked.
“We've worked it out.”
I should have asked to see the figures before agreeing to help with expenses.
Instead, I smiled at him.
He had looked so hopeful.
When I remembered that visit now, I did not regret wanting him to be happy.
I regretted allowing happiness to become a reason not to ask questions.
I went to the refrigerator and looked at Sophie's drawing of the three houses.
She had not drawn the townhouse any larger than the others.
She had not put a price tag on any of them.
To her, a house was mostly the place where somebody answered the door.
The first serious buyer made an offer with several conditions.
Benjamin read the list to me over the telephone.
They wanted a home inspection.
They wanted financing approval.
They wanted the sale completed before the school term changed.
“Is that normal?” he asked.
“It sounds like something your agent should explain.”
He laughed softly.
“You've gotten good at saying that.”
“It's a useful sentence.”
He put me on speakerphone so Genevieve could hear.
She explained that they had a written estimate of closing costs and mortgage payoff.
The agent had warned them not to spend any expected proceeds before the sale completed.
“We're keeping the money untouched,” she said.
“Good,” I replied.
Benjamin mentioned a possible refund from a utility deposit.
It was a small amount.
He sounded pleased anyway.
I remembered when he would have dismissed a refund as too little to matter.
Now every honest number mattered.
After we hung up, I wrote their likely moving date on my calendar in pencil.
I wanted to keep the afternoon free for Sophie.
I did not write a check beside the date.
It was strange how often my hand still reached for a financial solution when simple time would do.
I erased a smudge beside the appointment and put the pencil away.
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