The next morning, Ashley asked whether she could telephone heaven.
Naomi sat beside her bed, holding a plastic cup of coffee that had long since gone cold.
“Not with a phone,” she said.
“Then how do people tell dead people things?”
“Some people speak out loud. Some write letters. Some just think about them.”
Ashley considered that.
“What if Daddy can't hear?”
“We don't know how that works.”
Ashley looked down at Buddy.
“Maybe I could write anyway.”
Naomi found paper and a purple marker.
Ashley wrote three words before her hand stopped.
COME HOME PLEASE.
She pushed the paper away.
“I don't want a different daddy.”
“Nobody is asking you to have one.”
At a conference room on the same hospital floor, Priya reviewed Ashley's care plan with Naomi.
The doctors expected Ashley to recover physically with treatment and follow-up care.
The emotional injuries would take longer.
An agency representative explained that emergency placement with a relative required background checks, a home safety review, and authorization from the proper authorities.
Naomi listened.
“I can stay here as long as she needs.”
“That will help,” Priya said. “But we also need to consider her school and her attachments to this community.”
“She's seven. She can't go home alone.”
“Of course not.”
“I want to do this right.”
The representative handed over a checklist.
Naomi read it carefully.
She had a job as a public-library administrator.
Her husband, David, taught science.
They had a spare bedroom and no children of their own.
But none of that automatically made a sudden move easy for Ashley.
Laura visited the medical examiner's office that afternoon.
The forensic pathologist explained that preliminary findings suggested Raymond suffered a medical emergency before the crash.
The final cause and manner of death would depend on further examination and testing.
“Are there signs someone struck him?” Laura asked.
“Not from what we have seen so far. Vehicle analysis may clarify the sequence.”
“Could he have survived if found earlier?”
“We cannot responsibly answer that without more evidence.”
Laura nodded.
She understood the need for precision.
But she also thought of Ashley counting crackers in an empty house.
The uncertainty hurt.
At the road department, Ben requested records of closures, maintenance calls, and storm reports.
A work order showed that a resident had reported damaged drainage markers on the service road two days before Raymond disappeared.
The department had scheduled an inspection for the following week.
Ben frowned at the date.
“Was the road officially closed?”
“No,” the clerk said. “We had caution signs, but no closure.”
“Were signs present on Sunday?”
“I don't know.”
That was another question to document, not a reason to accuse anyone immediately.
Laura and Ben met with a collision reconstruction specialist.
She inspected photographs of the road shoulder and the recovered sedan.
“The car appears to have drifted from the lane before leaving the roadway,” she said.
“Could weather be a factor?”
“Certainly. So could driver impairment due to illness, fatigue, or another cause. We'll examine mechanical condition and physical evidence.”
Laura asked about the low visibility from the road.
The specialist showed her how the drainage ditch ran behind a rise.
A vehicle could leave the pavement there without being visible to someone passing at normal speed.
“Especially with floodwater and vegetation,” she said.
At the police station, the case was no longer being treated as a simple missing-person report.
It had become a death investigation alongside the separate child-welfare case.
The investigators wanted answers without assigning blame prematurely.
Laura sat with Raymond's photograph on her desk.
His smile in Ashley's birthday picture looked younger than the tired face in the pharmacy video.
She wondered how many times he'd ignored warning signs because a day's wages mattered more than his own health.
At home that evening, Laura told her husband, Marcus, only what was already public.
“A father died. His child waited for him.”
Marcus reached across the table and touched her wrist.
“Did they find anyone to care for her?”
“Her aunt is trying.”
“That's something.”
“It doesn't feel like enough.”
“Sometimes enough starts small.”
Laura wanted to believe that.
The following day, Naomi took Ashley into the hospital courtyard in a wheelchair.
The sun had returned.
A sparrow hopped across the paving stones.
Ashley watched it for a long time.
“Daddy says birds are little dinosaurs.”
“He's right.”
“Was right,” Ashley corrected.
Naomi felt the correction as sharply as a cut.
“Was right,” she repeated.
Ashley held Buddy toward the sunlight.
“He needs to dry.”
They sat there while nurses passed on their lunch breaks.
After a while, Ashley asked for toast.
It was the first time she'd requested food without asking whether there would be enough tomorrow.
Naomi ordered two pieces.
Ashley ate one and saved the other in a napkin.
Nobody made her throw it away.
That night, she allowed Naomi to stay beside her while she slept.
Just before her eyes closed, Ashley whispered:
“Can we keep Daddy's blue jacket?”
“Yes,” Naomi said. “We'll ask for it when it's possible.”
Ashley nodded.
“Because it smells like him.”
The grief specialist visited Ashley again the following afternoon.
She brought a box of colored pencils and a blank sketchbook.
Ashley chose blue first.
She drew a road through a field.
Then a small house.
Then a figure standing beside the house with a dog under one arm.
Dr. Marsh asked whether Ashley wanted to explain her picture.
“That's me,” Ashley said. “I'm looking for Daddy.”
“Where would you like to put him in the picture?”
Ashley stared at the empty page above the road.
“I don't know.”
“You don't have to decide.”
Ashley drew a cloud.
Then another.
She pressed so hard on the pencil that the point broke.
Dr. Marsh offered a sharpener without comment.
Ashley made three more clouds.
“Everyone says he died.”
“Yes.”
“But he was alive when he left.”
“He was.”
“Why didn't he call me?”
“We don't know exactly what happened after he left the pharmacy. What we do know is that he died and couldn't come home.”
Ashley traced the road again.
“Maybe he tried.”
“It's possible he was trying to get home. We know he bought things for you.”
“I was mad at him.”
“You were hungry and frightened. It's understandable that you felt angry.”
“Does that make me bad?”
“No.”
Ashley put down the pencil.
She watched Dr. Marsh for a long time.
Then she whispered that on the third night she'd told Buddy she didn't love her father anymore.
The words had frightened her after she said them.
Dr. Marsh explained that feelings and frightened words could not cause someone's death.
Ashley needed to hear that several times.
“I didn't make him die?”
“No. You did not cause his death.”
Ashley picked up the blue pencil again.
She drew a small sun beyond the clouds.
At a nearby office, Naomi met with a legal-aid counselor to understand the practical steps ahead.
She did not know whether Raymond had savings or debts.
She did not know who could legally authorize a funeral or close an account.
She did know that Ashley needed stability immediately.
The counselor outlined the difference between temporary caregiving authorization, potential guardianship, estate administration, and public benefits.
“Do not pay every outstanding bill from your own account before we know what the estate owes and what procedures apply,” the counselor advised.
Naomi wrote that sentence carefully.
“His landlord called about rent,” she said.
“We'll contact him through the appropriate channel. There are property and tenancy procedures to follow.”
“I don't want anyone throwing away Ashley's things.”
“We can seek to protect them while we sort out the legal status.”
Naomi took a long breath.
She'd imagined that being an aunt meant birthdays, phone calls, and occasional weekend visits.
Now it meant asking questions about court dates and prescription coverage.
She wanted to cry at the unfairness.
Instead, she asked what documents would be needed next.
That evening, David called from Richmond.
“How is she?”
“Scared. Angry. Exhausted.”
“How are you?”
“About the same.”
He was quiet for a moment.
“Tell her I can bring the old microscope she liked.”
“Maybe not yet. She doesn't need a project.”
“Okay.”
“And David?”
“I'm here.”
“I don't know what happens if she never feels safe again.”
“We won't have to solve everything tonight,” he said.
Naomi looked through the hospital window at the darkening sky.
“No,” she agreed. “But we do have to be here tomorrow.”
“We will.”
A few days later, Dr. Foster invited Naomi to a discharge-planning discussion.
Ashley was gaining strength.
Her hydration had improved.
The team had investigated the immediate medical concerns and arranged follow-up care for her persistent stomach symptoms.
“She's making progress,” the doctor said. “But recovery will not be just a matter of eating a few good meals.”
Naomi nodded.
“What should I expect?”
“Her pediatrician will monitor her growth and symptoms. She may also have changes in sleep and appetite after such a frightening experience.”
“Do I tell her to stop saving bread?”
“Work with her care team on a predictable food routine. Avoid shaming her.”
Naomi wrote the advice down.
After the appointment, she bought a small weekly planner.
She didn't fill it with promises about the future.
She wrote only the plans that were confirmed.
Doctor on Thursday.
Walk in courtyard after lunch.
David visiting Saturday.
When Ashley saw it, she asked whether the plans might change.
“Sometimes plans change,” Naomi said. “If they do, we'll tell you. We won't just disappear.”
Ashley read the first line twice.
“Does the doctor give me shots?”
“Not at every visit. We'll find out what you need.”
“Can Buddy come?”
“Yes.”
The next afternoon, David arrived with a plain suitcase and a paper bag of sandwiches.
He had not brought balloons or a mountain of gifts.
He remembered that Ashley liked apple slices and brought some.
She accepted them after Naomi washed them at the sink.
Then she asked whether he knew her father had died.
“Yes,” David said.
“Do you know why?”
“We're waiting for the doctors and investigators to finish understanding what happened.”
“Are you going to be sad?”
“I am sad for him and for you.”
She held out an apple slice.
David accepted it.
They sat together at the little table for a while without talking.
Naomi watched from the doorway.
She had expected grief to arrive as one overwhelming event.
Instead, she was discovering that it returned through hundreds of ordinary questions.
She would have to answer them honestly, even when there was no satisfying answer.
Ashley spent part of the afternoon watching a children's program in the hospital recreation room.
A character on the screen lost his way in a forest.
He found the path again after following a trail of stones.
Ashley switched off the television before the episode ended.
Naomi asked whether she wanted a different show.
“No.”
“Would you like to tell me why?”
“He got to come home.”
Naomi sat beside her.
They didn't watch anything else.
Instead, Ashley chose a puzzle with pictures of birds.
They sorted the corner pieces first.
When a piece didn't fit, Ashley grew frustrated and pushed the box away.
Naomi waited.
After several minutes, Ashley returned and tried again.
The bird's wing eventually took shape beneath her fingers.
“Sometimes things are hard,” Naomi said.
Ashley looked at the unfinished puzzle.
“Yes,” she replied. “But this one might work.”
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